Welcome to canDID Expressions

Our nonprofit organization is a community of people with trauma-based dissociation who explore and share our lived experience through writing and other expressive arts.

You are invited to join us in exploring the power of writing and other expressive arts with the goal of deepening a shared understanding of ourselves, others, and the world.

We look forward to getting to know you!

How it works

We gather outside of a therapy context to share our lived experiences.  While healing from trauma is a critical aspect of most people’s journey, our focus is on honoring the embodied experience of dissociation and how our daily lives have been shaped by physiological and emotional responses to our past.

Recent Expressions

Just Be Yourself! Really?

What are the rules? I often wonder because I know I don’t know the rules. It seems everyone plays by a different set of rules. I know they are different from mine. Others seem to expect me to know their rules. I never expect others to know mine. Do I have any? Do they...

The Menu

The last two weeks have been particularly stressful, probably more than I realize.  I’m one that makes a point not to be a burden, not to offend or distress or bother anyone ever … if I can help it. That’s totally from childhood trauma conditioning. I default to...

Threshold

I count the petals on the flower. Sitting on my favorite boulder by the lake, I watch clumps of cotton ball clouds drifting across the sky. Birds chatter in the distance, though occasionally one swoops close by. I like the sound of the wind swishing the tall grass...

Parts and Writing Group

I wanted to be in our writing group this afternoon, as I do every Sunday, even though writing has felt distant to me.  It’s often easier for me to write “off the cuff” as I do during our time together (compared to being more deliberate with my larger writing...

Rachel’s Dilemma

They call me sassy. It's a name that fits. I can be something of a smart ass when I'm in the mood to be. All I need is an excuse to pop off with some witty retort. But then, that's not the whole of me. I get to be chill sometimes. But that's where there's a problem....

Inner World – Outer World

I’m Randall. Some might call me a protector, but in fact I’m more of a logistics professional, historian … and when occasion requires, a traffic director. Knowing what I know about this system, it’s my job to ensure things run smoothly – as smoothly as possible. It...